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Reflections & Perspectives

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Thought I'd Never

Who would have thought it? Not I. Nor did I ever stop to think why.
Maybe I assumed things would always be the same.
Never a change in situations, circumstances or rules to the game.
Maybe wanted to believe that what I perceived was all that mattered.
Others' places never considering, their reasons uncaring, and my understanding scattered.
Watching and judging them, not realizing why,
But for the Grace of God, there go I.
Always knew what I wanted and how to get their with a plan. Adjusting and regrouping not really something I can, say was a skill I worked hard to develop like using my left hand.
The lack of experience making me ignorant to the fact. The thought I'd never was false, and not at all exact.

Thought I'd never see the sun and moon at the same time
Thought I'd never confess that it just wasn't my time
Thought I'd never admit to shame and feeling worthless
Thought I'd never make amends to those whose lives I've made a mess
Thought I'd never ask why I believe
Thought I'd never abort what was conceived
Thought I'd never wish my life would cease to be
Thought I'd never wallow in self misery
Thought I'd never have to battle a thought to be friend
Thought I'd never not see a thing thru to the end
Thought I'd never wonder where was my place
Thought I'd never break bread without saying grace
Thought I'd never say "I can't"
Thought I'd never tell God I shant
Thought I'd never need to find my way to peace
Thought I'd never in life allow my pride to cease
Thought I'd never give of myself totally
Thought I'd never let go of the rope and fall free

Thought I'd never wander down divergent roads or explore life's mysteries.
Thought I'd never need to understand why never one day can be.

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